Matt the Geek

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

oOOo

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

mmhmm mm

Here's to the Veterans of this great nations armed services. To those who fought in our many conflicts through history, to those who have yet to fight. To those who have retired after a storied career, to those who have just joined up.

Thank You. For doing what you do, so that we may continue doing what we do.

Because that is the song playing in my WinAmp right now. Old school Stryper for the win! I am really hoping they tour in support of the new album they are recording, and that I can catch one of the shows.
Anyhow.
I am in the same hotel that I posted my last post from. However, I have been home since then and a brief time in Charlotte, NC too. I was wrong in my last post though, I was home for Halloween, and so I got to go trick-or-treating with my kids. Except it rained some. But they had fun anyway. Also while home I got to help finish up moving our stuffs to our new-to-us home. And I thank God we are no longer in the apartments under the complete asshat that was the landlord. At any rate, the trailer is bigger, nicer, and less per month than the apartment was.
I also had a birthday between last post and this one. Suffice it to say I am now old. I'm not telling which day, but since no one reads this stuff, it makes little difference anyhow.

We are now well with in fall, basically my favorite season. The leaves change, and it generally gets cooler out. However, back home I here there is supposed to be snow, and I don't know if I am ready for snow just yet. Here is St. Louis, MO there isn't snow, but the wind made it awful damn chilly. I actually wore coat a few times this past week :O it's shocking, I know.

Ok, I'm just rambling now, that means it is time to wrap this up. Perhaps one day I may have something neat to write.